I don’t know exactly how to start this post without sounding like a whiner, so um… let the whining begin. Last night on Twitter I wrote:
I’m in a sour mood.. don’t know if it’s fatigue, sickness, stress, melancholy, or what… but I need a boost. :[
And that about sums it up. I’ve just felt really down lately and I’m sure it doesn’t help that I’m fighting off a cold. I think the problem is that there are so many things I want to accomplish right now, and so many new ideas running around in my head, but when I look around all I see are half finished starts and unmet goals.
My home…
… is constantly in a state of chaos and makes me feel closed in and hugely frustrated. I’ve been sorta following the FlyLady program and sorta not. So I’m starting fresh! Today is day one of baby steps.. and I will stay with the system to get to day 31. I WILL! And I won’t let the interim chaos drag me down. I WON’T! (I think I’ll need to read this post DAILY to remind myself of my steadfastness) 🙂
My Fitness…
… is stagnant. I didn’t lose anymore weight this last week but, thankfully, I didn’t gain any either (like I did the week before + 1lb). I also didn’t go to the gym at all last week, and I guess I’ll blame that on my cold, but the real culprit is probably just laziness.
So I’ve decided to start small here as well. For this week I’m going to concentrate on drinking ONLY water. This is a real issue for me because usually all I drink is diet soda. I’m still going to follow my Weight Watchers plan, and try to get to the gym, but my real focus is going to be water consumption. The main reason for this is that water will, of course, help me in both weight loss and over all health. And I’m hoping healthier means happier as well. I’m also hoping that I can make this a habit so that drinking water becomes natural for me and not a concentrated effort.
My hobbies…
… are stressing me out, and really, that’s ridiculous! I’ve challenged myself to complete a pair of socks during the Olympics by taking part in the Ravelympics, and I am woefully behind which has made me a little depressed. So, I just have to remind myself that the challenge was FOR FUN, and that I’m not a complete failure if I don’t finish on time. I am knitting every chance I get, though those chances are few and far between, and I’m a slow knitter. I’m doing my best and that’s what counts. Right? (elementary school life lessons are haunting me here) 🙂
So… little slow steps: shine my sink today (baby step 1), drink my water, knit when I can, and try to not let the rest of the chaos get me down!
Wish me luck! 😀 (pretty please)
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